消失的蒲公英

Funny Conversation

2011-08-04T06:45:00.000-07:00

Had a funny conversation with mama. It goes like this.

Me: Today my tutor ask me what document should I show when I want to prove I am the right of the building. I answer title deeds and grants but all wrong. She say she want to know documents for building not land.

Mum: Ask her go land officer and make an inquiry then will know who is the right owner.

Me: No wo. She says check the Sales & Purchase document.

Mum: You told her, now many fake S&P. Even using our own printer also can make a true copy. It is so real and nice. So not accurate to check S&P, must go land office.

Me: Haha. Never mind. Past. But we today make her faint in our class. I never saw her that type of response before.

Mum: What happened?

Me: Since we cant answer her what document should be present to show our rights on the building, she thought we cant understand the question. Thus she rephrase the question and ask:" What document should you present when you want make the transfer of building?" Our class's students are so clever. They answer her IC. Haha. Then she straight away fell on the table. But it is true right?

Mum: Yes, IC is needed. @_@

Me: Then yesterday I meet another lecturer. I touched his hair. His hair is so little and so soft!!! Then I PM him on FB stated that his hair is getting lesser and lesser. He asked me whether I want to donate some hair to him as he planned to go Yun Nam and plant hair. But right now he is waiting his hair to get lesser.

Mum: He so rich also need people to donate hair to him?

Me: Haha. Then I dont know.

That's all. Is so funny!!!

给自己的忠告

2011-07-17T09:23:00.001-07:00

发觉自己最近越来越依赖别人了。这是一个非常不好的现象。羚，要知道，当你越依赖别人的时候，你就是一个输家了。的确，我现在输得一塌糊涂。羚，你累了吗？看清了吗？舍得放手了吗？要知道，优柔寡断，永远都不会有好结果的。现在停止，你还有机会。

压力

2011-06-11T17:19:00.000-07:00

我不是我知道难过或开心是由我决定，可是我更相信外来的因素影响很大。我已经很努力了，真的。我真的希望有一天，我可以去一个不受时间和金钱约束的地方，好好地放松，收拾自己的心情。当然，前提是把手机和电脑都丢掉。或许，这样的我会比较有精力去解决问题吧！

新体验

2011-05-12T05:22:00.000-07:00

第一次，有人叫我吃东西慢慢吃。

第一次，有人叫我慢慢来，不用赶，吃完再下车，我不介意。

第一次，有人叫我不用看外面的人，只要专心做自己的事情就好。

第一次，有人愿意为了我遮掩。

第一次，我在别人的车上，静静地把一支冰激凌吃完。

那种满满的感动，不是什么东西所能填补的。

谢谢你。

虽然当面跟你道谢了，还是很感动。我知道你没机会看到，但我还是想为我自己留下回忆。

谢谢你！！！

无心伤害

2011-04-06T04:33:00.000-07:00

如果因为我的无心而伤害到一个人，那我很抱歉。我从没想过你会介意这样的事情。我认为消息应该和大家分享，尤其是和学术有关，每个人都有权利知道。

既然我已经和你三番四次道歉，也被你骂了，该做的我也做了，你什么损失都没有。如果你还是那么小气，我只能说，对不起，我已经尽力了。

为日本灾民筹款活动

2011-04-06T04:19:00.000-07:00

刚为日本灾民筹款的事情忙完，很开心。开始的时候，我们根本没有想那么多，尤其是当宜婷问我的时候，只有六个人在办这个活动。从当初的六个人，到现在二十六个人，都是一个机遇。刚开始我认为没有多少人愿意当志愿者，但我错了。即使没有任何回报，大家还是愿意付出时间和精力来为不幸的灾民赈灾。虽然我们没什么能力，但我们尽我们所能的去为灾民筹款的心意是满分的。谢谢各位的帮忙。

对我而言，这次的活动有非凡的意义。这次其实是我第一次办非盈利活动。以前办的活动都是为了赚钱，让社团有更多的流动基金，性质不一样，体会也不一样。这次多了一样叫感动的成分。当我看到大家愿意坐下来设计一张卡片，折一个纸鹤，那份心意着实感动了我。尤其有一群朋友愿意花时间帮我折了一桌的纸鹤，那种感动是非笔墨可以形容的。大家为的，就是能把这份满满的祝福和心意，送到日本灾民的手上，为他们加油打气，让他们感受到他们并不是一个人在作战。这世界上还有许多人在关注着他们。

“紧要关头不放弃，绝望就会变成希望”，只要不放弃，就会渐渐看见曙光。下雨后，也总有属于天空的彩虹。日本加油，我们会帮你们祝福的！！！

答案

2011-03-21T08:29:00.000-07:00

最近心情都不太好，除了很忙，还有成绩下滑得不像样。我开始怀疑，到底我哪里做得不够好。可我还是没能找到一个满意的答案。怎么办？再这样下去，我怕我坚持不了。迷茫啊！

痣

2011-03-21T08:19:00.000-07:00

在面子书看到这样的趣事：

女子右手臂上有痣的注定是前世姻缘。

对于这个痣的位置，应该是在手臂内侧，朝身体的这一面。

朱砂痣的，就是前世是夫妻，夫妻缘分未尽。

黑色的米痣，就是前世无缘开始，今生来续。

你手上有痣吗？

不管有没有，你相信缘分吗？

迷失

2011-03-18T20:14:00.000-07:00

有没有人可以告诉我，迷失到底是什么样的滋味？忙碌的我，赫然发现我迷失了自己。到底我应该怎么做，才能找回属于我的自己，属于自己的一片天空，不再让情绪牵着我走呢？到底，我应该怎么走接下来的路呢？

爱情

2011-03-18T20:08:00.000-07:00

看了蛮多套宫廷的故事，当中我最喜欢的是《美人心计》和《正祖大王：李算》。其实最吸引我的地方是两剧里的爱情故事。刘恒和窦漪房，还有李算和成松渊，都是美好的爱情故事。虽然他们身在复杂的环境，但他们都能找到自己的真爱。虽然他们的爱情很短暂，因为刘恒和松渊的早逝，但他们的爱情却活了好久。

遗憾

2011-02-15T06:54:00.000-08:00

当我对自己的处境都无能为力了，

我还能去解决别人的问题吗？

虽然我知道将来的我，

可能会对我今天所做的决定后悔,

但我相信我现在做的抉择是对的。

至少，

我不想害别人。

放弃固然可惜，

但我知道如果我失败了，

会遗憾终生，

内疚一辈子的。

心事

2011-02-10T07:12:00.000-08:00

我知道，

当我们把心事说出来时，

会顿时觉得自己解脱，

放下了在肩上沉重的担子。

但如果一时的安逸，

换来更多的压力，

那我宁愿不说出来，

不要受到伤害。

休息是为了走更长远的路，

但把心事说出来，

不是为了要承受更多的痛苦。

朋友，

原谅我没能对你说我的故事，

只是我希望我们能够维持现状。

如果你知道我不开心，

只需要借我你的肩膀靠一会儿，

当我暂时的避风港就很好了。

因为我知道，

该自己面对的事情，

还是要靠自己，

别人是帮不了你的。

童话故事

2011-02-09T08:52:00.000-08:00

看戏时，我往往容易被那些真挚的爱情所感动。现在看着的兵圣，看到莫邪那么努力地铸剑，真的看得我好辛酸。可是，这些那么真挚的爱情，在我们的现实生活还有吗？说实在，我真的没听到。不是我不相信童话般的爱情故事，我只能说现实的生活是很残忍的，不是吗？这世界上到底有多少人可以遇到童话般的爱情呢？灰姑娘真的可以变成王妃吗？但愿有一天，早已藏在内深处的童话故事，可以被某个人拭擦堆积已久的灰尘。

洋葱

2011-02-09T08:19:00.000-08:00

有一个朋友说我像一颗洋葱，总爱把心事往肚子里吞。至于为什么他用洋葱嘛，他说我把心事隐藏得太好了，就像很多层的洋葱，需要费很大的劲才能看透，还会使他流泪。哈哈。本来我只认同他一半的说法，但我现在认同了。没错，我就是一颗洋葱。我已经习惯把心事藏起来了。本来想为我自己的处境写一篇散文，但我发觉我下不了笔。要把我的秘密搬出来和大家分享，不但奇怪，还很不自然。可能时间较长了以后，我会习惯吧！但愿。

甜甜圈

2011-02-07T07:48:00.000-08:00

朋友说，

雨后总有彩虹，

苦过了，

就会有甜头。

可能是我的乌云太厚了吧！

无论我怎样拨开

还是找不到属于自己的彩虹，

属于我的阳光。

希望有那么的一天

我不再是一颗洋葱

而是一个会令别人会心一笑

的甜甜圈

天天好天

2011-02-07T07:43:00.000-08:00

我希望，当我醒来的时候，

1）一年之约会消失的无影无踪

2）有一个民主的世界，让我有足够的发言权，自由的选择

3）不受任何人的影响，继续做想做的自己

其实这些都是我这次新年的“收获”，但我最希望的是，所有烦恼能够远离我，让我开开心心地度过每一天，天天都是好天！！！

Happy Chinese New Year!!!

2011-02-02T09:28:00.000-08:00

Happy Chinese New Year to all my friends.... May a new year brings you good luck and happiness.... Cheers!!!

李佳薇

2011-01-31T01:20:00.000-08:00

李佳薇，星光7的总冠军。她的声音感动了许多人。看着她夺下许多的满分，创下星光连续4次满分的纪录，着实为她高兴，因为她的努力让人看见了，而她希望让所有人听见她声音的愿望也实现了。记得她尚未唱“Listen"的时候，她说“佳薇能，马来西亚能”。对，只要给予自己肯定，没什么是办不到的。很喜欢她唱“Gemilang”和“回家”的感觉。加油，李佳薇！用你的歌声，让更多人认识李佳薇吧！

放下

2011-01-30T04:58:00.000-08:00

我相信，

每个人都有自己的轨道，

就像宇宙的行星一样，

有自己应该走的路。

冥冥之中，

总会有一种力量，

在牵扯着我们，

引导我们到正确的路途。

可现在的我，

就像迷失方向的小孩，

站在分叉路口，

丝毫不知道应该怎么办。

无论我怎么祈求，

问题还是没能解决，

烦恼还是那么多，

和我的长发有关系吗？

也许，

上天是想借此机会让我成长，

让一切顺其自然，

别再那么执著。

可是有些事情，

不是说放下就能放下的。

或许是我没能走出自己的象牙塔，

封闭自己。

也许，

当我放下的那一天，

彩虹早已在尽头为我绽放了！

伤心的时候

2011-01-30T04:50:00.000-08:00

伤心的时候，

落泪并不是懦弱的表现。

掉泪，

其实是为了走更长远的路，

让负荷不了的心脏，

得到短暂的歇息。

伤心的时候，

能够找一个人倾诉，

是一件很幸福的事。

担心的是，

当她不在时，

一个人的我应该怎么办。

伤心的时候，

知道自己想怎么办，

已经算很本事了。

要知道，

并不是每个人，

都那么理智。

人生本来就有起伏，

有快乐，

就一定有悲伤。

没有悲伤，

所有的快乐，

就不值钱了。

贺年卡

2011-01-28T23:37:00.000-08:00

昨天去了邮政局寄贺年卡，蛮兴奋的。现在时代发达，寄贺年卡根本不需要出门。可是，我却对传统贺年卡情有独钟。每次当我收到别人寄来的贺卡或信件时，我都会特别兴奋。这和收到电子邮件的感觉是不一样的。把信件握在手里，别有一番感觉。希望收到我贺年卡的人，能够感受到我的心意，即使你们未必能第一时间收到。

Long time no see

2011-01-28T23:25:00.000-08:00

Wow!!! It has been ages as I really no time to manage my blog.... Well, is full of dust here... Same as my house.... Haha... I admit that I am not a clean person. Sigh... Before I could think what to share, just wish all my friends Happy Chinese New Year!!!

玻璃情人

2010-08-22T06:34:00.000-07:00

爱上了988广播剧《玻璃情人》。即使这套广播剧已经结局一段时间了，还是很怀念里面的情节。这套广播剧颠覆了传统，返老还童。明慧和志恒的爱情，到现在还令我影响深刻。在不久前，听到高原老师去世的消息，不禁心酸。他的离去无疑是一种损失。我相信，所有听过高原老师广播剧的人，都会永远缅怀他。

Emo

2010-06-30T09:03:00.000-07:00

I do not know why I have been so emo recently. Maybe is because of stress. But the truth is I am tired. Both physically and emotionally. Can anyone tell me what should I do? I am not wind, my feelings will last for a long time especially emo. I am easily affected by others, what should I do then?

暧昧

2010-06-30T08:54:00.000-07:00

有没有人可以告诉我
为什么这世界上会有那么多暧昧不清的关系
为什么所有的关系不能只有黑与白
是与非那么简单呢
徘徊在黑色地带
有的只是许多不该有的妄想
徒增伤感罢了

First Week of Degree

2010-06-04T22:25:00.000-07:00

I had applied course transfer from psychology to account. It has been a hard time for me to decide which course to major in as I interested in both subjects. All decisons are difficult. I do not wish one day I would see myself regret and I still remember the poem entitled "The Road Not Taken" when I was a Form four student.

Anyway, whether I am an account student or a psychology student, it is still too early to be said as I has not received call from UTAR. Maybe like my friends said I am having a face problem. Most of friends received UTAR offer letter but I did not. Those who did not receive at least they managed to check the amount of bill but I cannot. My status shown was PENDING. And the worst thing is when I went for orientation on Monday, all my friends have their bill but UTAR said that my bill still in process. Now my friend who applied course transfer with me the same day has received favourable reply and mine is in process. Honestly, I am a bit worried.

Well, it has been really a hectic and stressful week for me. My timetable for psychology is very pack. Can you imagine my class for Wednesday is 12.30pm to 7pm non-stop? I was having a great shock when I saw the timetable! In order not to miss many account class, I tried my best to attend their lecture class. Sigh, it has been a tiring week. Hope that the next week would be a better week.

Study degree is full of stress. The first week has tutorial class and divided assignment group. Everything moves very fast. Most of my friends including me could not adapt to the sudden change. But I believe that as time passes by, all of us can do well.

breakfast

2010-05-26T00:07:00.000-07:00

dang dang dang.... today went out to eat dim shum at fu shan.... haha.... the happiest thing is i no need to drive!!! enjoy people drove me... haha.... have to thanks jimui for the fetch. if jimui saw this post, i have a request, can u next time more punctual leh.... early five minutes at least la.... enjoy out together, but sad did not took any photo... next time ba....

需要

2010-05-11T07:17:00.000-07:00

当你彷徨的时候
你不知道你需要的是什么
其实
这时候的你
最需要的是一个温暖的肩膀
可以让你轻轻的靠着

当你无助的时候
你不知道你要的是什么
其实
你最需要的
是一个踏实的怀抱
可以帮你赶走孤独

有人说
当你流泪的时候
你会越流越凶
那是因为泪水是温暖的
可以带走寒冷

当你感觉到寂寞和孤单的时候
不知觉滑落的泪水
就是为了让你感受到这世上还有温暖
所以
请相信这世上还有美好的存在
雨后总有天晴
即使知道这只是安慰自己的一个藉口

黑白

2010-05-10T06:38:00.000-07:00

黑白一向用来形容冷漠
因为我们无法从黑白看出任何东西
更无法了解它们
人生如果只有黑和白
对未来便没有什么憧憬
那么
即使发生什么都无所谓了

失落

2010-05-10T06:29:00.000-07:00

失落的感受
如果你没有亲身体验过
你是不会明白那种摸不清的感受
即使有人在你身旁
无法传递的信息
终究还是得一个人去承受
所以《红楼梦》才有那一句
解铃还需系铃人
自己的心结
也只有自己才能解

Work

2010-05-05T05:49:00.001-07:00

Lalala.... This trimester break I will no longer claim that I am bored because I got a job!!!! I worked in an accounting firm..... Specially acknowledge Chai Yi as she helped me to get the job.... Muacksss.... Initially I thought it would be a bit dull as everyone has the perception that account is very boring.... But it is not..... Talking about this, have to specially thanks my three cliques, Su Yi, Suet Mun and Chai Yi as three of them will continually make jokes so that the job will be more fun. The most precious thing is all of us especially Suet Mun will motivate us constantly.... I think even I quit that job, Su Yi's voice will still be remember.... Haha.....

On the other hand, I had bought a Lumix camera that worth RM499 in Picom PC Fair in Stadium... Happy as this is my first own camera...... Appreciate Mun Mun and Yi Yi for accompany me to Stadium.... Feel a bit guilty as they only accompany me there without buying anything..... Thanks ya!!!!

♥ ..请别爱上这样的女孩,否则请深爱..♥

2010-04-29T20:05:00.000-07:00

请别爱这样的女孩。
　　
　　她有点懒，她不擅长做家务。
　　
　　她独立，也好强，她宁愿忍受太多的寂寞和痛苦也不愿

意向别人提起。
　　
　　但其实骨子里，渴望有一个避风港湾，让她去依靠。但她不会承认。
　　
　　她必须确定那个人是否可以承受得了这一切的，承受她的撒娇，她的无理取闹，她的倔强，她的悲观，她所有的性格缺陷且永远不离不弃。
　　
　　只有这样，她才放心，可以放心去继续做自己，不会害怕有一天将要面对失去。如果没有，那么她只好继续寂寞和孤独。
　　
　　她对爱情没有安全感，也不会给别人安全感。
　　
　　她一定要对方先流露出对她有好感，她才散发她的热情。她爱的永远是对她最好的那个，那个好她心里是有一个标准的，你的积分超过了那条线，她会爱上你，但大多数人没超过线之前就离开了，或者超过了之后没等她看到就离开了。
　　
　　其实她要的并不多，她要的只是一个温暖的家。对她来说太重要了，虽然在她们口中说出来的却是：我不需要爱情。
　　
　　当你紧张他的异性朋友，她会一面跟你说，他只是我的谁谁谁，却一面偷偷在意你的感受。。。
　　
　　对她们而言，唯一具备杀伤力的只有感情，感情如果受到挫折，要么毁了她们，要么成就了她们。从此更加漠然，专注于事业。
　　
　　她分手后完全不会像其他座在人面前要死要活，她嬉笑怒闹，变得更加开朗。在听到朋友说有关他的话题时，从不刻意回避，她适当参与，淡然微笑，她的表现总会遭人怀疑这段感情的深浅，而人群中只有那些知道背后情节的人才看见她背后的眼泪和努力。
　　
　　
　　
　　她从来不会在情人面前大声哭泣，除非她真的崩溃了。
　　
　　即使在你爱着她的时候，她也会胡思乱想让自己悲伤。
　　
　　如果你看到她的眼泪，请相信这绝不是她在博取同情，这是她这样一颗内心骄傲的女子不得己的场景。
　　
　　她想对你负责，对她负责，对自己的过去和未来负责，但请你不要轻易给她承诺和誓言。她很难相信。
　　
　　即使她很难相信，但她还是会选择等待。
　　
　　她的伤初始浓烈似酒，很快就会变为一杯水，却让水渗入生活成为点点滴滴.她选择在其中淡定，在其中沉默和内伤。
　　
　　她就是这样，强势，霸道，任性。。。
　　
　　不会讨人欢心，死要面子，她爱朋友多过你。
　　
　　她最有保护欲，最没有秘密。
　　
　　最暴躁，最善变，最没耐心，最冲动，最耐不住寂寞却又喜欢假惺惺的让自己一个人呆着。
　　
　　有时候她又充满阳光的气息，爱笑爱说话，活蹦乱跳，可爱迷人。。
　　
　　她很自私，只愿意与人同甘，不愿意让别人跟她共苦。
　　
　　她的家庭不一定很是富裕，但她都是习惯了养尊处优。
　　
　　她喜欢热闹，总会成为聚会的焦点，前提是她想。
　　
　　她也享受孤独，会静坐在一个人的房间听着很伤感的音乐。
　　
　　她也会一整天呆在房间里心情压抑低落，但第二天一早起来，又会轻轻松松的打理一切，慌慌忙忙的拽着大衣拎着包往外冲。
　　
　　她习惯在人前表现的很坚强，一付大女子主义的模样。
　　
　　她会想，遇到真正懂她爱她宠她的人，她就一定就会很安静，心甘情愿的安静下来，不烦，不闹，按时吃饭按时睡觉，按时做一切能安心和他一起做的事情。
　　
　　她从不轻言爱，她的爱很沉默，那并非是因为她缺少那份勇气，在她的心里有一道栅栏，那就是自尊。
　　
　　她看得比生命更尊贵的自尊。
　　
　　
　　
　　如果有一个这样的女孩对你说她爱你，那就代表在她的心里你的分量胜过了她的自尊。
　　
　　你不了解她，不懂她的好，就别爱她。她会在真正爱她的人面前卸掉所有的盔甲和伪装，做个幸福的小女人，她不要求你要做什么，不会无理取闹要你陪着她，她有自己的生活，她给你空间因为她也需要空间。
　　
　　她也会幻想，在遇到真正的他时，会在他累的时候悄悄熬上点营养粥，然后说，看你这么不辞劳累本姑娘心情又不错犒劳犒劳你。
　　
　　她在你面前永远性感调皮，偶尔撒撒娇，跟你玩陌生人的游戏，在你的朋友面前从来大方得体，微笑的依偎在你身边。
　　
　　她不让你给她买这买那，她会说，我啊，是大女人，不喜欢男人给我买单。。。但是心里却会为你私自买给她的礼物而暗自开心，因为女人觉得那是你的宠爱。
　　
　　她在意的是你的心，你若真心，她必然实意。最起码你得表现的真心，能让她感觉得到。
　　
　　她会经常冒出些新鲜的想法来调剂生活，她的多变有时会让你不安。
　　
　　终有一天，她的敏感在你的呵护下慢慢消失不见，她的倔强被你的保护软化，她的伪装在你面前被轻易识穿。。。
　　
　　得到她，别骄傲，因为没人可以吃定她。
　　
　　只有懂她的人，才会得到她的好。
　　
　　她有时是有些迟钝的，在感情方面，但有时很敏感，因为她在乎。
　　
　　她有时想，当她遇上生命中的那个人，会爱的多么浓烈，她渴望那种不计后果的极致，然后在强烈的碰撞中享受那种心痛感。
　　
　　
　　
　　所以，别爱这样的女孩，她太偏激，太虚伪，太粗心，又太神经质，太难伺候，太不温柔。。。
　　
　　如果你没勇气，没能力可以坚持爱她，就别爱她。
　　
　　因为如果你会离开，她的心将会永远冰封，再也不会为任何人打开。。。。。。

Wohoo!

2010-04-28T22:30:00.000-07:00

Wohoo..... I had finished my final exam this morning and this is the last exam I would have in my FOUNDATION life in UTAR..... Haha..... That means starting from next trimester, I am a degree student that do not have direction.

Why I say so? Cause I still do not know what I want actually. I have registered for psychology course a year ago but now I do not know I should choose psychology or account. Honestly, I like both. No matter I give up which, I also feel something lost. Everyone who saw this post please drop by me a comment / comments to provide me some suggestions ya.

Time really flies. It seems I enter utar only for a short period but it has been a year. However, that shows that I have grow OLDER and more far from my school life, I mean secondary school and primary school life... Sigh, miss everyone....

I had bought myself a present to celebrate the last day of foundation and as a reward of a year hard work. But now a bit regret, i shall choose red colour. Haha.... Yi, don't too love my present ya....

无助

2010-04-27T20:26:00.000-07:00

没有人知道
孤立无助的时候
是有多么地无奈和悲伤

没有人知道
人累的时候
会多么想找人依靠
却又找不到的感觉

没有人知道
想哭的时候
只能默默躲在一旁的感受

没有人了解
寂寞和无助在一起时
会成为人最大的弱点
也是转折点

所以
当你朋友从你身上寻找依靠的时候
别推开他们
也许
你会在他们身上
发现他们不为人知
脆弱的另一面

再强大的树
也有倒下来的那一天
更何况是我们人类呢？

Social Psychology Presentation

2010-04-13T05:30:00.000-07:00

Lalala...... Finally I have settled with my presentation in 3rd trimester!!! I really happy and in the cloud nine currently. Well, our topic is breasts augmentation. There are 4 ways to increase the size of breasts which are surgery, herbal supplements, acupuncture and massage. We made an exhibition and demonstrate all the ways. With this, I would like to thanks all my group mates and the super models who willing to sacrifice. Really appreciate their help. Without them, I think our presentation won't be such a success. Wohoo!!!

My group mate who did the herbal supplements pills, Wei Pin. I have to specially thanks him because he willing to change her role as tour guide with me. Thanks ya!!!

My another 2 group mates: Sabrina (gray blouse) and Su Inn(black blouse). They put lots of effort in finding supermodels.

The girl that wore white shirt is Sarah who did the testimonial for herbal supplements and another guy is Stifler, another group mate who did acupuncture. Our presentation idea is mainly come from him.

Last but not least, let me show you our supermodels!!! The one who stand in the middle is our tutor, Miss Kow. I think she loves our presentation very much, isn't she?

Creating Solutions

2010-04-11T01:31:00.000-07:00

I was having class on Sunday!!! Please don't be surprise as I was attending soft skills work shop in UTAR campus entitled "Creating Solutions" by Rizal. I had attended his another work shop known as "Take Charge". As such, he is not a stranger for me. However, this is the first time where I saw his wife, Rohaya, who is a pretty lady.

The work shop is indeed quite boring at the beginning but slowly it has become funnier. As our group is too serious and too logic, we could not find out the solution for "Traffic Jam" as the other two groups did. The picture beside was the creation by three of us. In this activity, three in a group requires to find 3 things where we can find from surrounding. The Sunsilk bottle was found in the washroom. We would like to apologise to the Sunsilk girl as we used her to become the VICTIM. Please don't find me at night ya!!!

Facebook problem occur again and it indeed is a problem. Who says that we MUST open a facebook account in order to become an EARTH people? If anyone want to tag me in Facebook, please wait...... Who knows maybe one day I feel fun and I go open an account? Who knows?

Lastly, I would like to share with you all a photo where I taken last trimester. Can you imagine what is the french fries? It is actually press kit where it will be distributed in press conference. What a creative and nice one! There is a friend who ask me why am I so happy when I took this photo. The reason is, I don't eat french fries. This is indeed a good chance for those who wish to see me eat french fries.

I am nervous where I will be doing my presentation on Tuesday. Gos Bless ya!!!

Stupid car

2010-04-06T05:52:00.001-07:00

After my lecture class at DDK3, which is at 6pm, I was going home with Chai Yi, Suet Mun, Ji Ji Hui and Ai Vei. At first my car was being blocked by a Kelisa, if not is a Kancil. Luckily the car I drove was "small" enough where it can passed through.

There are many cars as usual. But today there is an Iswara that so "adorable" that caught my attention. The way to Tesco was double lane and two cars can pass at the same time. Our cars were like partners going side-by-side. Suet Mun and Chai Yi noticed that the passengers and drivers of the next car seems familiar. They were same Maths tutorial class with Ai Vei, Suet Mun and me while they also same Psychology tutorial class with Chai Yi and Ji Ji Hui.

Soon, the car overtake me. I INITIALLY was fine with it. Cause it is very normal. However, after that car overtook me, the driver, who is a guy, drive STUPIDLY. He thaught himself very cool that he drove his car "S" shape, which means a second on left lane, another second on right lane. The person that sat beside the driver, who is a guy too, opened the car door off and on no matter the car is moving or not. What a dangerous act!

Actually, the way back to Westlake, which is our hostel, the speed limit is only 60km/h. The car race till 100km/h. Why I know? Cause the car was in front of my car. I go left, he go left. I go right, he go right. Apa la!!! I was trying my best to overtook him. But than. I failed...... Haiz...... Somemore one thing I don't like. The driver has done something really innocent. He put signals according to his likeliness. He turned on left signal when he was in traffic light but he did not turn to the left or move to left lane. Instead, he turned right.

When there is another junction, he turned on right signal, thinking that he want to turn right but he go straight at me. The most stupid act is he turned on double signal when we reached another traffic light!!! Ahh!!! Why am I following such a GOOD car??? I wonder, how he manage to pass his driving test???

Ya, we all decided to look at him wierdly when we entered our maths tutorial class. Don't worry as the guy always enter class late and I think the lecturer wil not notice it. I will know who is the driver that so "CUTE". Maybe he should re-take his driving test, don't you think so???

迷茫

2010-03-29T04:16:00.000-07:00

我不明白
为什么有人可以那么不负责任
总爱把自己的责任往别人身上扛

我不明白
为什么有的人永远都不准时
永远要别人等待

我不明白
为什么有的人我们永远都要迁就他
难道他偶尔不能迁就大家吗

我不明白
朋友的定义是什么
朋友真的是什么都不计较吗

我不明白
为什么有人总爱撒谎
说不会就那么难吗

我不明白
为什么大家就不能有一个共识
适而可止呢

长期下来的压抑
的确会让人郁闷
也会让身边无辜的人受累
难道互相迁就真的那么难吗？

Snake

2010-03-29T03:37:00.000-07:00

This is a day where I think is the MOST remembrance day in my UTAR Foundation life. I was having my psychology lecturer in DDK2. Suddenly, the lecturer looked at me at shout, "Snake".
I looked at her blurrily. I wonder where would the snake came from. I looked at the back and side but there is no "SNAKE" as what she mentioned. I looked at her and she said again, "The snake is at your buttock!!!". I looked at the side and my buttock, and I really do not see any snake.

Finally I knew that there is no snake. The lecturer is just trying to explain the term "Contagion". Contagion means the rapid spread of emotions or behaviors through a crowd. She taught that when I heard the word "SNAKE" will run. But then I didn't. This is what she did not expected. She said that she had succeeded the experiment in all classes except our class. The funniest thing is when she replaced another lecturer class and conducted the same experiment, the guy jump to 2 rows in front. Shall I say I dissapointed her? Sorry ya.......

Mum's Birthday

2010-03-22T05:11:00.000-07:00

This year is a year that full of happiness. After celebrated my dad's birthday, our family do celebrate mum's birthday. Haha...... The cake is Tiramisu Classic from JJ Cake. The cake is quite nice but it might be a bit expensive.

Dad's birthday

2010-02-13T22:08:00.000-08:00

My dad celebrated his birthday in Mun Choong Pasir Puteh recently. He invited family members and some buddies. The dinner was carried out in a warm atmosphere and everyone enjoyed the dinner very much. I would like to share the joy with you all. Yup, at the same time, I would like to wish all my friends and family members Happy Chinese New Year and always in the pink of health!

Trimester Break + Chinese New Year

2010-02-12T20:52:00.000-08:00

I am so happy!!! Finally I have finished my exam and having my 3 weeks holidays! Haha...... Is so coincidence that Chinese New Year falls on my trimester break and I am having a long holidays to enjoy Chinese New Year. I would like to wish all my friends and family members HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR and enjoy your holidays!!!

Mid Term Test!!!

2009-11-20T18:59:00.001-08:00

Wa!!! The time really flies. Now is week five of my second trimester and I am having mid-term test. This trimester is really tough and I really having problem in coping with all the six subjects. I really jealous about the form six students as they are having their sweet long holidays while I am struggling very hard for my exam plus assignments. Next Tuesday would be my first assignment presentation for this trimester. It is sociology presentation and sad to say, our group had not done with that. Hope that our group can do well for the presenation. Last but not least, I would like to wish all my friends who are having their SWEET holidays, HAPPY HOLIDAYS!!!

2009-11-20T18:59:00.000-08:00

2 weeks after class

2009-10-28T06:24:00.000-07:00

After attending my lecture class for 2 weeks and tutorial class for 1 week, I get a conclusion with 2 words: boring + pressure.

Let me talk each of my subjects slowly...

First is marketing. Can you imagine the 1st day of lecture class and our lecturer forgot to attend our class? Initially I thaught that the lecturer is a good lecturer as he is very famous in UTAR and is the head of one department. However, at the 2nd week of thehis lecture, I regret for getting him as my lecturer. The points that he explained was not clear and the notes he prepare is not enough. I start to wonder, is that all lecturer that expert in certain area will be more lazy? Sometimes, they cannot prepare the notes from their views. They know everything while we know nothing. Haiz. Luckily the tutor that I got for marketing is not bad. I was thaught by her last trimester and hope that she can maintain the same standard.

The next subject that I does not like is writing for business. Oh my god! I got the same tutor as my English subject! When I saw he is my tutor for that subject, I feel like hanging myself. Yes. it is undeniable that the tutor is a very patient man but I just could not stand with him. Maybe is my problem but I believe is most of the students problem, what to do?

Sociology or known as social psychology, is a very boring subject. Honestly, when I attend the sociology lecture class, I fall asleep. Even my friend tease me, "Wah! Just now I saw you sleep in class, don't deny ah". I can say that 95% of the students in class are not paying attention. Never think that the other 5% students are good students. They do not make noise cause they sleep in class. Feel -_-!!! ??? And the lecturer always repeat, "be patient" lah..... But it seems that the lecturer is not powerful enough. Most interesting part of sociology is my tutor, I thaught that our tutor, which is a senior lecturer, an old man with little hair on his head would be a boring guy. He has a pair of big and scary eyes that frighten all of us. However, he is a funny tutor and make the sociology less boring.

Management study, for me, an useless subject. Yes, it does teach us what managers should do. But, it is very dull and boring. Two words, not interesting.

The subject that I like the most is Web Page Design. It is very interesting and I get a very good lecturer. He knows that web page design is something practical and thus he does not use power point slides only to teach us but show us how to do it. It is a very good teaching way as most of the students can understand very well. I do not understand why the head of departments advice student that failed last trimester to drop this subjest as I feel that this sunject is very easy and interesting.

Next interesting subject would be writing for mass comm. So far so good. I hope that I can maintain this feeling as now is only introduction to mass comm. Maybe I feel easy right now because I have basic from last trimester. As what we know, writing is not easy, especially for me. Hopefully writing would not be an obstacles for me.

New Trimester

2009-10-21T05:21:00.000-07:00

Finish my 3 weeks trimester holidays, came back to utar few days and continue with my second trimester. Look at the syllabus, I feel like this trimester I am going to die. Look at the subjects listed below:

Fundamentals of Marketing
Introduction to Sociology
Writing for Mass Communication
Web Page Design
Management Studies
Writing for Business

I feel like fainting!!! All the subjects require me to memorise, how can I score in this trimester??? Why must I study all this???

sudah jatuh ditimpa tangga

2009-08-30T17:22:00.000-07:00

This week, I really had undergo a week that I never imagine before. Wednesday midnight, I was having a fever and it causes me to skip class the whole day(Thursday class). When Thursday night I wanted to go out with Chai Yi, I realise my back mirror of my car was cracked!!! How would this happened??? That's why the nect day my parents came to Kampar to take my car back to Ipoh to service. I thaught everything was settle. When Saturday I went out with Lin, my handphone was lost!!!!! Handphone!!! We try to search everywhere but still cannot get. All the contact has been lost..... Anyone who see this blog, do drop by me a email about your number please.

The late Yasmin Ahmad

2009-08-26T22:52:00.000-07:00

This video entieled "Chocolate" is directed and written by the late Yasmin Ahmad. Personally, I very respect the late Yasmin Ahmad as she is very open minded. She will not judge people through their skin colour. The movie that I like the most, so far is "Sepet". I believe all amc girls that same batch with me and all stream B students of UTAR foundation have a chance to watch that particular movie right? She is trying very hard to cross the boundary of races and I would like to say that, she has success. Besides this movie, she is also well-known for the Public Service Announcement for Petronas. I believe most of us had view the Public Service Announcement before. If not all, at least one. Her death is really a lost to our country, Malaysia.........

An unexpected guest

2009-08-26T00:37:00.000-07:00

Guess who visited me today? I believe that none of you can guess it expect Chai Yi and her housemate. Is Chooi Han! She came all the way from Ipoh to UTAR Kampar to visit us and enjoy the life of a university student. I brought her into UTAR and bring her visit here and there. Hehe.... In the afternoon, we and Chai Yi's classmate went to Sushi King at Tesco, Kampar for lunch. We were like "rusa masuk kampung" as we captured picture non-stop. Ya, today I had viewed my exam time table. I want to cry.... Cause the time started either 2 or 2.30pm!!! Afternoon.... The time is the best time to sleep..... How can they do that to us?

Last Presentation

2009-08-25T06:12:00.000-07:00

Hahaha..... I finally finished all my presentations!!!! The last presentation (group presentation) for this semester that I have done is computer studies presentation.... The thing that our group has done is known as Berry Cam. It is actually a web cam but we have add some enhancements inside. I really feel relief when I finished my presentation. Besides, I have a chance to become a DJ today. Hahaha..... Do you know what our radio station called? Is known as Badak Station and our show is known as "Blue Show". Why known as Badak Station? Cause our class got three badak, one named as Baby Badak, Auntie Badak and Mama Badak. Tell you all a secret, I known as Landak in my class. Very funny right? Our slogan of the Badak Station is boring. Haha. Is really not easy to become a DJ, especially with another person. So, next time before I choose my degree, I have to think think think and think again.

Presentation photos

2009-08-24T07:18:00.000-07:00

Here are some of the presentation photos that I would like to share with you all.... I tried to upload videos but failed... Maybe next time.... Enjoy!!!!

Appologise

2009-08-24T06:40:00.000-07:00

Sorry my friends...... I know I have been dissapear for a very long time...... It seems I did not exist in this world anymore..... Sorry...... Don't hit me...... I really bery busy....... Now let me tell you all what had happen this long long period of time.....

Firstly, congratulation to me as I had completed all the assignments and mid-term test. Loud applause. Secondly, do pray for me as I will be having final exam soon. And I have not start study yet. Who is so kind-hearted want to come and rescue me? Sorry, out of topic.

First and foremost, our presentation for General Mass Communication was being praised by our beloved tutor, Mr. Abel Lee and was selected to represent our class for competition. Indeed, that was a happy news but in the end, our group has decided to withdraw as there are some problems occur. I will talk about that later.

Next, I have made a tough decision in my life. I was choosen by the government to become a CHINESE teacher and once I have accepted that offer. I had bid farewell with my friends and withdraw from UTAR. I chose to leave UTAR and enter the Institut Pendidikan Perguruan at Ulu Kinta(near Tanjung Rambutan) because that is my mum wish as she hope me to become a teacher. According to what my mum said, being a teacher is a steady job and has ample time. But then, after thinkng for a long time, I knew that I will regret if I chose to become teacher. So, I balik UTAR la. (In between the story are too long and the process is too complicated, so I delete them la). But, I really appreciate what my friends and lecturers had said and done for me. Specially thanks for Fatin and Wei Wan who ran to CFS to cancel my withdrawal. Thanks a lot! And Miss Chan who willing to sacrifice her doll too.

Then, I have a big big conflict with a friend. June Ling will know most of the story.... Here, I would like to named her as white ant as she is like a white ant. She will makan your hati bit by bit. When you finally realised that she is a white ant, everything is too late to be known.... Very scary is it? But that is the truth! If not, June Ling, please be my saksi ya..... I would say that her story is very*10 till I need 7 days 7 nights to tell. In conclusion, the white ant is so scary till now all the people is trying to avoiding her. Ya, besides white ant, her other name is leech and hunter jane. Cause she will hunt for you, no matter where you go. Now, I am trying my best to keep a distance with her so that we are still friends. Hope that she will change her characteristics. You know, because of her, we have spoilt our Public Speaking Presentation. Bacause of her, we have wasted lots of our time as she is not punctual and everytime make you wait for her for HOURS. Because of her, our group always have arguements with HER. Because of her, everytime after class we have to find ways to run from her so that we will not get hurt anymore.

I want to COMPLAINT!!!!! Why people in form 6, matrics and JPA having their nice and sweet holidays and I still suffering here? Even my brother who is three-year-old my junior staying at home online, watch movie and listen to music although he is going to sit for PMR. What kind of world is this? And Yi Lin, the people who lepas aeroplane, said that will visit me at UTAR but didnt come. Ya la, I know study is more important ma...... Helo people, if you do not have any place to go for holidays, try to think of UTAR, Kampar. Stay with me but have to bring sleeping bag la.... I can bring you go inside UTAR. Think about the vocation that I offer la. I really very very boring in Kampar.... Cause alone ma....

Last but not least, I missed all my friends very much!!! No matter is at overseas or local, keep in touch la. Those at local, when you all want to come out and "yum cha"? Ya, do beware of H1N1. If can, try to boil old ginger with brown sugar. Boil at least half and hour and drink once a week.

All my friends, take care ya!!!

Car Accident

2009-07-09T01:22:00.000-07:00

I am so depressed..... My car was being banged by a Myvi... The bad Myvi.... It just happened on Tuesday.... That is a raining day... I drive very slow back to the hostel... However, a Myvi that come from opposite direction speeding and very fast till I didn't see it is coming! It just happened all the sudden without realise... Bang!!! I stopped immediately as I really drive very slow.... Swear.... My side mirror broken.... The Myvi do fetch a few guys at the back. The passengers walked over to my car I said that the accident because of me... They said that I broke the Myvi signal lamp. How could they say so? Is their fault. I showed them that my side mirror is broken too.... Then they walked back to the Myvi... The owner of the Myvi didnt appear... That time I didint feel afraid... When I recall, only I start to scared.... The guys are really terrible..... Not gentleman.... The bad mirror cost more than RM100... Really expensive! My mum is going to kill me.... Who wants to rescue me???

No More Sat Class!!!

2009-07-09T01:19:00.000-07:00

Start from this week, I will not have any Saturday class anymore because the Foundation department has changed the Saturday class to Sunday!!! I am really happy and excited when I heard it.... It means we can go home on Friday and come back on Monday.... Syok..... When our class send the thank you card to the director as appreciation, he ask us just because they help us to change the timetable we thank him? If not? Anyway, is good that we manage to change the timetable.... Haha....

Free Lecture

2009-06-24T22:34:00.000-07:00

Today I went to have a talk with the Director of UTAR, cause our class do not want Saturday class. He is not a friendly person, somemore, the whole one-hour lecture, only he talked and I do not have any chance to talk. I start to wonder, the person like him who lead the UTAR, are they wiilling to listen us? He really talk terrible, till we feel that he is a bit KETERLALUAN. Anyway, at the end of the lecture, he said that he will try to change pur time table. At last, at least he said that he willl try. Hope that we will success.....

ASSIGNMENTS!!!!

2009-06-09T05:33:00.000-07:00

Study at UTAR is really not an easy job.... This is my third week at UTAR.... First week is orientation.... Second week is introduction to course.... Now is my third week.... Started class this week... Today is tuesday, second day of my third week. I am having three assignments now!!! Scream!!! The first assignment is account assignment.... We have to gruop ourselves to seven then study two companies given by teacher.... The annual report of companies are not easy to study.... We have to compare and giving comments.... The next assignment is computer studies.... We have to choose a computer hardware(from 1990 to present date) to study... We must know the history and think out of the box.... What steps would you take to improve the invention and how the improvement can change the world.... The third assignment is a 5 minutes public speaking.... After the 5 minutes speaking, I have to prepare a 20 minutes talk show..... Just the title will make me headcrack... Anyone can rescye me by providing me comments???

Computer studies

2009-06-03T23:12:00.000-07:00

I don't like my computer studies lecturer. She is a lady, named Miss Wong, but not our physics teacher.... It seems that, Miss Wong name is really popular in my blog.... Talk about my computer studies lecturer, the way she talk, is not clear..... She is so soft till she using the microphone at the back there also cannot listen her "sweet" voice.... Although students keep asking her to raise her voice, it seems to be useless..... Finally, everyone gives up..... The worst thing is, she is talking broken engliah..... I can understand, but the person sit beside me cannot understand what she says..... So within five minutes, she will ask me, what Miss Wong said just now? That lecturer is really terrible! How can she successfully become a lecturer? The way she taught us is wrong too.... It makes us feel like we are young kid, like three-year-old child.... Thanks god! She is teaching computer studies, not economics or accounts, if not I will feel like killing UTAR.... It looks like, I still hav to face her for the next 14 weeks, one week three times... Oh my god!!!

1st day of lecturer class

2009-06-02T05:50:00.000-07:00

I was having my first lecture class of my life yesterday....... It was a English class...... The lecturer was Mr. Chee...... A man who I didnt like that much....... Honestly, if he met with Miss Wong Lai Pin, I am sure that both of them suit very well..... Don't ask me why, when you see him, I am sure that you will agree with what I say...... What i don't like is, he like to analyse everything using his view point. Although people keep telling him that he is wrong,he still insist...... Let me tell you what happened slowly...... The foundation office informed us last week that there will be no tutorial class on this week...... But then, Mr. Chee told us that tutorial class is on...... So today I went to block A second floor, where my lecture classes on block D, to confirm with the foundation study department..... The sad thing is, the office lady there told me that it depends on the lecturer..... What kind of answer is this? We, as a freshman, came to utar, don't know anyone, and you told me depends on lecturer? On my god! I was not satisfied with the answer, so I went to knock a door where a lady was sitting inside..... Later only I knew that she is a lecturer...... Luckily I met her..... She is so kind...... She brought me to first floor and search for the tutor...... Sad to sat that he was not around...... Then she went to meet Mr. Chee. She spend twenty minutes talking with Mr. Chee and told him there is no tutorial classes this week..... He still insist that there are tutorial classes on...... The funiest thing is, tjis morning he entered two tutorial classes but not even a single students turned-up. He still blame the students..... Fortunately, he is not my tutor......

I am back!!!!

2009-05-28T05:09:00.000-07:00

I am back in Ipoh right now!!! Surprise? I came back by bus today...... So happy to be home now..... When I met my mum, I thaught she was happy to see me, but she didnt have any emotions on her face..... Sigh.... Anyway, my brother was happy and excited to see me home today..... When he came back from tuition, he didnt saw my bag on the table.... Only when I came down then only he saw me..... He kept on asking me why I didnt inform him that I am going to come back today..... How many times should I explain to him that I just decide to come home today and made the decision in hurry? But then, I do feel sorry with Chai.... She seems to be dissapointed when she heard me going back today..... Sorry..... I didnt mean to leave you alone.... You also have friend to accompany you..... Back to home, no need to crack my head to think what to eat..... Cause mum is going to plan that...... Really enjoy the feeling to be back!!!!

2nd day of orientation

2009-05-27T05:47:00.000-07:00

I hate today orientation..... The committee of orientation really bad management..... Before you scolding me for saying so, let me explain why I say so..... This morning, I accompany my friend to take bus to school..... But the bus was late, and don't have enough seat.... The bus was packes like sardin, we have till stand till the last step of bus.... Can you imagine that? When I reached the school compound, one of the committee members guide us to line up...... Initially we wanted to enter the all, since they ask us to line-up, then we just followed what the committe said...... We stand there doing nothing, plus there is not air-conditioned, we started become impatient..... I started to chat with one of the committee members who stand beside me..... She said we should be in the hall and registered..... Teruk!!!! Make us stand there.... And we were thinking to run away, but the senior was looking at us, so have to stand there la.... Sigh.... Seeing people who came later than us can enter the air-conditioned hall..... What to do.... I told my friend, we boarded a pirates ship..... Haiz.... After standing there welcoming those VIPs, I thaught we can move into air-comditioned room cause the hall was full.... You know what happen? We walk the ground floor of block a, then proceed to block b, which needs us to go through the hot sun. waited outside the block, chatting with the sun, cause very jam.... The committee member all stand at shaddy place, and just perlahan-lahan.... The ceronany at hall start and we just standing OUTSIDE!!!! After that, we moved upstairs, turned here and there before they could find us A place to sit.... When they introduce the heads of some departments, we didn't know whe they are as we can't see them through the projecter.... And we could hardly heard what they were saying...... After that, we have to move back to block A...... Sad to say, the speaker was so love that microphone till delayed the schedule...... Initially we have 1 hour break, then become 15 minutes break..... The cafeteria is in block c..... So kinda far..... Is not possible to walk to block c makan then ccome back..... So i just ate half packet of biscuit, sharing half with my friend..... We thaught the programmme will end at 3.30pm..... Who knows the president was so happy to see us till four and they adding one health for us..... I a bit regret for not following all my friends to PONTENG...... My gastric made me feel uncomfortable..... Feel to vomit and faint..... Luckily today I didn't cycle to school..... If not, don;t knoe how to cycloe back.....So, do you think I should like this type of orientation? Anyone who like it, please tell me.... I really SALUTE you....

Personality test....

2009-05-26T04:33:00.000-07:00

I have tried the personality test provided by Ji Ching.... Honestly, is quite accurate.... Below is my result....

Your view on yourself:Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on educationEducation is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you:You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

If you havent try it before, go ahead!!!

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

1st day of orientation

2009-05-25T19:16:00.001-07:00

Initially,I feel nervous because I come to a place with no friends...... A new surrounding...... Sorry Chai, I didnt mean you are not my friend, is just that you stay so far and not same hostel with me..... My roommate..... A girl..... Hehe..... Quite nice..... Maybe.... But I am not sure yet..... Cause it takes time to understand someone.... Talk about my orientation.... I cycle to school today.... Applause...... But then still goyang here goyang there la..... And not balance.... Chai laugh me non-stop.... Pity me.... Have a friend like this.... Haiz.... When I reach there, I saw lots of friends.... I am not alone anymore.... Haha.... I say June, Hui Ying, Mee Yan, Evonne..... So many of them.... I do participate in the ice-breaking session this Friday... The committee told me, we are going to run the whole utar compound!!!! OMG!!!! But then you know what she say? She said, compared to university like UM, UTAR compound is nothing! Just a pice of cake.... Walau.... I can imagine that day how tired am I..... Fortunately that day can take bus.... Thanks god.... Show you all some of the pictures I capture..... Enjoy them!!!!

Be a Chef!!!

2009-05-22T05:21:00.000-07:00

Hahaha...... Look at the title, I think you all can guest what I want to tell u all right? Ya, I am very pround of myself today, cause I am able to make a carrot cake! This is the first time I make carrot cake, is quite easy...... So i would like to share the receipe with you all..... Spend some time doing this and tell me how your cake taste like......

1)Beat 250g butter and 150g castor sugar till fluffy.

2)Add in eggs one by one. (you will need 3 eggs B)

3)Fold in sifted 230g self-rising flour and 1 tablespoon baking powder. Stir well.

4)Add in 200g of grated carrot and combine well mixtures.

5)Grease and line an 8'' round mould. Pour in mixture and steam for 1 hour.

*if you like the taste of vanilla essence, add in 1 tablespoon in step2.

Gathering

2009-05-22T05:14:00.000-07:00

Finally, I have a chance to gather with my friends!!! Especially Chai, really sorry to her, cause she invite me for a long long time but only yesterday I be able to hang out with her at Parade...... Not only her, I also gather with Chew and Lin. Since they just study Form 6 at Sam Tet, is convenient for them to just walk over to Kopitiam and gather with us. Not only them, another two guests who turn-up are chooi han and yuen kei...... But they didn't have lunch with us. Cause they hurry home...... After

Chai and I go to Utar, don't know when we can gather again like this?

A day in Kampar

2009-05-19T23:21:00.000-07:00

I went to utar to pay my fees and rent a room there..... Cause orientation will start next week...... I didn't rent a room from the Danish House Sdn. Bhd, where my friends used to rent from there, because they need us to sign a 1+1 year agreement...... Therefore, I rent from a man who come from Penang...... Don't worry! I am not staying with him...... Some students also rent from him...... I would say he is a nice guy...... I am staying in a sharing room...... With an unknown girl...... Her parents are teachers, so I think she should be a nice girl...... Eager to meet her this weekend...... I bought a bicycle too...... But, the sad thing is, I don't know how to cycle!!! Don't laugh...... I am going to learn...... But not easy too...... Who can rescue me?

Hair Styling

2009-05-17T22:54:00.000-07:00

Yesterday (17/05/08) was the first hair-styling lesson that i attend. Quite nice, i would say. But, if I tie my hair and hang out with my mum, mum sure will ask me to retie my hair or just stay at home..... Our country still not like Japan and Taiwan. If you style youe hair, people would taught that you are going for dinner. The teacher told us, when she was having her breakfast, people use SPECIAL eyesight to see her...... What kind of world is this? For me, I think is her freedom to do so, right? I did let my hair and make-up TAHAN till night. Imagine the whole day, from one in the afternoon till ten night, i maintain the SAME haor style and make-up...... Cause at night there is a dinner...... At florex...... Vei, I uploaded my photo...... Although is not my full make-up, anyway, still ok right?

Sick....

2009-05-11T20:21:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was a bad day...... Mum bought me a pack of chinise medicine...... Cause I'm SICK!!! Is so bitter and sour...... Don't know how shall I discribe it...... Anyway, you can see the medicine from the picture shown...... Feeling ugly? Same same...... But my mum said:" Who ask you sick? Sick must drink medicine!" Faint...... The funny thing is, after drinking the medicine, cannot eat rice...... Anyway, I don't mind...... Let my brother eat more and become fatter...... Hahaha......

Form 6 VS UTAR

2009-05-10T20:10:00.000-07:00

Today is the orientation day of Form 6. I got the offer but I rejected it. Actually, Form 6 would be a better choice. A lot of friends there and we might can spend more times together and understand each other better. When I meet difficulties, there would always someone beside me and prepare to help me. But, I choose to study foundation at UTAR. There, I do not have friends that will laugh and smile with me...... I mean now...... No more Cindy that will make me laugh...... UTAR is a new surrounding for me. Hope that I can cope myself well there. Of course, friends that i have spend many years with, friendship forever!!!

Next Station

2009-05-09T21:12:00.000-07:00

I didnt't get JPA scholarship to study pharmacy overseas. Anyway, I would like to congress Ji Ching and Sook Yan who get the scholarship... Applouse... In the mean time, I am waiting the result of PPC... But don't know when it will be announce... Luckily, UTAR accepted me and if I don't get any scholarship, I will study psychology there.... But, can anyone tell me, what am I going to be in the future?

Make-up course

2009-05-06T19:22:00.001-07:00

Yesterday(06/05/09) was my firdt make-up lesson at About Faces! Guess who I met? Ji Ching! Surprise? Long time didn't saw her...... Spend some time with her...... Hmm...... Ji Ching is not the main topic...... (Sorry Ji Ching, you also important la......) My make-up teacher, Eunice, I guess it spell like this, quite a nice n patient teacher. But when she met a student like me, I guess she will faint! Firstly, I am talkative...... I guess she always heard bee buzzing and made her feel irritating...... Secondly, I believe that she seldom meet a student that is so...... I know nothing about make-up! Don't laugh! I ask her to introduce everything to me before we start...... Haiz...... Really difficult to become a PRETTY girl...... Mum, why you born me as a girl???